3 songs that encompass passion, that make me feel, that remind me of you. One song for every year that I've had the pleasure of thinking about you.

Year one: Stellar, by Incubus

You are stellar
Meet me in outer space
We could spend the night
Watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place
Won't you come with me?
We could start again
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew,
Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close
If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place
It might be the only way
That I can show you how
It feels to be inside of you
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew, yea
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do
You do
Ohh
You are stellar
You are stellar
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
Its better than I ever knew, no
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
You make me feel like I do

Year two: Everlong, by Foo Fighters
 
Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong
Tonight
I throw myself into
And out of the red, out of her head she sang
Come down
And waste away with me
Down with me
Slow
how You wanted it to be
I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang
Breathe out
So I could breathe you in
Hold you in
And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when .


Year three: The First Single, by The Format
 
I can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell

Oh my god I gave my best but for three whole years to end like this
Well do you want to fall apart? I can't stop if you cant start
Do you want to fall apart? I could if you can try to fix what I've undone
Cause I hate what I've become
You know me, oh you think you do you just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be, something I can't define
So let's cause a scene, clap our hands and stomp our feet or something,
yeah something I've just got to get myself over me
I could stand to do without, all the people I have left behind
What's the point of going around when it's a straight line baby, a straight, straight line
So let's make a list of who we need and it's not much if anything
Let's make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away
'Cause we don't need anyone, no we don't need anyone
And I hate what I've become.
You know the night life is just not for me
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends
I don't want to go out and be on my own,
You know they started something I can't stand
You leave for the city,
Well count me out
'Cause all this time is wasted on everything I've done
You know me, oh you think you do you just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be, something I can't define
So let's cause a scene, clap our hands and stomp our feet or something,
yeah something I've just got to get myself over me
Yeah
Over me
Yeah
Over me

Tim & Kristins xmas present

 

Im strange I know.



Ah, A nice fresh pile of books to play in!!!



WEEE!




Yup, my christmas break has been...interesting. :]



Amidst the Creator: 2

As I exhaled I said sorry
To Him.
My lashes flutter once
Before they close.
Uncertain but
At peace.

After ten minutes,
I opened those lashes like
One might draw back the
Curtain for one last look
at something they lost.

"What are they?"
"This is Me."
And for twenty minutes,
The Heavens were all that I could see.

my office

I will remember this moment.
I will
Remember this
Moment.
I will stick it with the rest of the
I will remember this moment's
In the GREAT FILING CABINET!
There, the moment will get uniformly
Scattered.

All those strings of To Do's
Forever dancing about and
Trodding upon my thoughts.
Wads of white roll on the ground.
Images carelessly pinned to pink walls.

There are times when this whole place
turns downside up.
When paperclips and words
Float up to tap the roolf and then
Slap the floor in the same
Sentence.
When the files come undone
and the memories satur8 the ground.
Or the ceiling.
Sometimes, these fallen moments sprout and
grow like wild flowers.
Other times they shrivel and die.
Some even grow a few fingers...

When this happens, I look at the
Clock and smile.
Because its missing a hand and a few numbers.
I can see it all with my eyes,
Rolled back completely.
I know what its really like to be
On the outside looking in.
The disillusionment is great.
The mess
The sc  atteredness
The dusty corners.

Come on in.

Amidst the creator : 1

Sitting. Eyes closed and
Slightly smiling.
A breeze weaves in and
Out of my hairs, lifting and
Drifting them upon my head.

The tall grass around me
Along with the melancholy
Music of some awakened forest
In the distance.

A stillness drifts through the trees and
Blankets the land and thats when
I feel his presence.

And I surrender my breath's
To the beauty of this moment.

Why I need more family time:

Its 5:30 December the something.
My dad opens my door.
"HEATHER!! Come look at the sky,
I know you'll appreciate this."
"Well, alright." I said.
We walk out my room through the
Foyer then to the front door.
He opens it and goes on to describe
The details with an underlying awe, that made me proud.
"look at how those clouds resemble sand, and the colors are so bright!" he said
And the sun crept down further.

I never knew he liked sunsets.

Ze Latest:

"Heartfelt"

CREATION

Day 1:
Quietly and deliberately you speak
That word rolls off the tip of your tongue
And falls.
Without a sound it spirals down
Leaving wild traces in the black,
With every shooting spark that flails
A burst of white saturates the abyss
More and more and more
Until suddenly,


All is illuminated.

Day 2:
Quietly and deliberatley you speak
The words cascade with out delay.
Then drop.
Hitting with a bounce and sinking
Deep,
The atmosphere has made it here and
By moon light it rocks
The oceans to sleep.

- Still need to finish the rest of this one, days 3-7. This is the first poem of the series : Poetry of the Bible

The latest.



(above) Artists: Heather Lusk, Cameron Zionts