Tim & Kristins xmas present

 

Im strange I know.



Ah, A nice fresh pile of books to play in!!!



WEEE!




Yup, my christmas break has been...interesting. :]



Amidst the Creator: 2

As I exhaled I said sorry
To Him.
My lashes flutter once
Before they close.
Uncertain but
At peace.

After ten minutes,
I opened those lashes like
One might draw back the
Curtain for one last look
at something they lost.

"What are they?"
"This is Me."
And for twenty minutes,
The Heavens were all that I could see.

my office

I will remember this moment.
I will
Remember this
Moment.
I will stick it with the rest of the
I will remember this moment's
In the GREAT FILING CABINET!
There, the moment will get uniformly
Scattered.

All those strings of To Do's
Forever dancing about and
Trodding upon my thoughts.
Wads of white roll on the ground.
Images carelessly pinned to pink walls.

There are times when this whole place
turns downside up.
When paperclips and words
Float up to tap the roolf and then
Slap the floor in the same
Sentence.
When the files come undone
and the memories satur8 the ground.
Or the ceiling.
Sometimes, these fallen moments sprout and
grow like wild flowers.
Other times they shrivel and die.
Some even grow a few fingers...

When this happens, I look at the
Clock and smile.
Because its missing a hand and a few numbers.
I can see it all with my eyes,
Rolled back completely.
I know what its really like to be
On the outside looking in.
The disillusionment is great.
The mess
The sc  atteredness
The dusty corners.

Come on in.

Amidst the creator : 1

Sitting. Eyes closed and
Slightly smiling.
A breeze weaves in and
Out of my hairs, lifting and
Drifting them upon my head.

The tall grass around me
Along with the melancholy
Music of some awakened forest
In the distance.

A stillness drifts through the trees and
Blankets the land and thats when
I feel his presence.

And I surrender my breath's
To the beauty of this moment.

Why I need more family time:

Its 5:30 December the something.
My dad opens my door.
"HEATHER!! Come look at the sky,
I know you'll appreciate this."
"Well, alright." I said.
We walk out my room through the
Foyer then to the front door.
He opens it and goes on to describe
The details with an underlying awe, that made me proud.
"look at how those clouds resemble sand, and the colors are so bright!" he said
And the sun crept down further.

I never knew he liked sunsets.